i am keeping so many secrets it's not even funny.
whether they are about me or my hidden family secrets that shall never be spoken of or those of friends.
i have never told anyone these secrets.
i feel like i'm living a life full of lies and betrayal. i always think that my head doesn't even have any more room for another little dirty secret. But people always manage to squeeze that little bit of unwanted information through me. it makes me so stressed sometimes but i have to put up with it because if the truth comes out, i will never forgive myself.

i think this is the first time i've blogged about something so deeep. not like me at all. but need to vent somewhere.
no one reads this so why not here!
all i want is a shoulder to lean on during times like this.